It was that time of the week again. The time when you feel the
lowest low, overloaded with cluttered thoughts and guilt of having overindulged
during the weekend, not to forget the strange load weighing you down. Monday wasn't exactly her day; it was a day all the pressure exploded all at once. The pressure
of combating the raging traffic, pressure of sharpening your fangs sharper than
the last week to fight meaner manipulations, the harsher sun, the endless
meetings where only the screechiest is heard and the perpetual wait for the
next weekend.
While crawling through the snarling traffic, she thought of
the 9:30 am meeting for which she would definitely be late. And this particular
meeting was something which she definitely wasn't looking forward to. There was
expected to be, if not more, a lot of mudslinging with no one really ready to
take onus. The uninteresting meeting was to be followed with the final reviews
of this particular assignment with its deadline approaching soon. The hurried
lunch was to be followed with a meeting of a pile on responsibility which was inflicted
upon her. It was then compiling the status reports and making the presentation
for the next review meeting which was 2 days later. The day was so packed that
just the thought of it was making her sick.
To overcome the sickness, she thought of the weekend that
just went hoping to feel better. She sadly realized she hadn't joined the yoga classes she was planning to
or visit her ailing granny. And she hadn't had the time to clean up the closet.
Why and just why there were only things to be done.
It was an instant decision. She turned back from the next
turn, dropped an SMS to her boss and had a satisfied smile. The next was to
switch off her official phone. And there she was headed to her favorite café from
her college days. Even the thought of indulging in her favorite cheese sandwich
and fruit punch was so exhilarating. It was time for a day of redemption even
if it meant just 8 hours of it. Some time off for her thoughts and nostalgia. And work, well, what great difference could just a day make.
We miss indulging in these little things among the grand scheme of life(planned to perfection), not knowing that it is these very things which give us peace and satisfaction. We should stop thinking that without us the world's going to stop spinning, the work wouldnt get done etc. Etc....
ReplyDeleteTotally Abhay. We just need to remind ourselves that way too often.
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